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(Bucky Barnes POV) We were not meant to live forever. Souls are eternal, but flesh rots, and bones crumble and decay...they were meant to defragment, just as we were meant to age and weaken and perish. We were meant to die, Steve, we were souls placed in fragile shells of brittle glass... Yet, in this realm of ice and winter, we were preserved; millenniums passed, stars burned and died before our eyes, but we remained unchanged. I sometimes found myself wishing we could grow older, wither and die in one another's arms as all lovers should, but time wouldn't allow us that...no, time rejected us, choosing to carry on around us, allowing our wo

(Bucky Barnes POV) For so long, everything remained beautiful. Stars twinkled and blinked above us perpetually, sweeping over the sky in a gentle haze of pale blue; the sun never shone where we were, but the stars were enough for us, Steve- the stars of the ever-evening sky and the fading blue stars in your eyes. We knew you were fading, but I was fading, too; we were fading together, which was the most beautiful thing of all. I remember our first days together in The Castle of Frozen Tears. I remember I was constantly in pain, and then suddenly frighteningly numb, as if a part of me were missing, violently stolen away by the dark, icy shado

(Bucky Barnes POV) Everything was beautiful. Everything was beautiful, and nothing hurt. Everything was beautiful, and nothing hurt, and we were in love. It was snowing. It was cold, so cold, but I knew if I remained still for just long enough, the biting chill of the frost would become a faint numbness. You were carrying me, and I melted into your strong arms; the kid from Brooklyn grew up to be a man, a man that I respected, a man that I loved...a man that admittedly, I envied, but more than anything, I truly adored. “…Steve….?” “It’s okay, Bucky, I’m here…I’m with you till the end